Thought Disorder

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

felicia is back with a haircut and a nice styled hair.

i rejected playing bball this morning. quite unlikely of me. but anyway, OPERATION MATCHMAKE's bball outing coming soon. miss taytai-tai, you're going to chop a nice two pointer at least. wow us.

then i went to the library wor. in case you don't know the factoid that i'm a studious nerdy geeky dink, i'm telling you right now i'm a studious nerdy geeky dink. uh i saw louis heng there but i don't think he recognises me. actually i reckon i changed so much (physical appearance i suppose) that 6A doesn't recognise me, save for a few who recently saw me on coincidental experiences. when i began on my book the entire library drowned in daunting darkness. quite cool. a blackout in a library - how often do you get that? hahaha.

and i had my haircut for a well-spent 12 bucks. i like wor. (:

oh yeah i saw the superduper dark guy's friend just now. funny wor. because of the fact that i keep running into really random people. there's a match down at pcc! almost had the urge to stop by before i head home to watch (what's going on) but i disposed the urge and quickened my pace.

I LOVE OPERATION MATCHMAKE WOR. :D

5:23 PM

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

it made my day man. HAPPY SHIT. (:

you might get a miniscule clue if you read some previous entry on crapdola.

i was frustrated today because. (not appropriate to state here)
ps: i hate to be controlled and manipulated/be bombarded about things that i don't care. i hate it when i'm not appreciated and i always give in all the time. i hate to answer complicated questions. i hate dealing with that short-temperedness okay can you stop it i am human too if you didn't realise.

8:00 PM

WOR is a popular ending for almost every sentence under the sun. perhaps you can say it's a way of acting cute. adding cuteness to a sentence. funny wor. i'd just thought that i've taken a stupid yet addictive liking to the word wor.

i can't wake up early due to my habit of sleeping real late at night. technically, it should be morning. super duper early morning. at about 2am each morning i crawl into bed and persuade myself to get to sleep reluctantly. i was thinking, hey i'm nocturnal dude! getting all lethargic in the morning and sleeping at unearthly hours. even the incessant ringing of the alarm clock couldn't get me up this morning.

anyway wor, i went to kovan today to play bball! the weather wasn't bad today and a perfect combination with a good balling time. i saw the crude ah-bengs from bartley. yeah. had a good time balling today, though it was rather short. kept getting laughing fits unintentionally. there was this super dark guy sitting there eavesdropping or sorts. GAY.

amelia came up with this real gay acronym that spells PL and she edited it to PSML which made me laugh madly (and the super tanned guy sat there half bemused half confused).

i had a good gay time today wor. (:

then i had to go to school for gay co. don't like wor. once again, the very-important-task of getting my booklist from the office/bookshop slipped my mind. i think i'm weird because i'm not panicking for kaoji this coming sucky saturday while the others are like getting crazily tensed about it. uh junmin your hand doesn't look like a chicken feet.

let's skip the math tuition part. that's the end of my gay day. this is an occasional rare post that describes my day because i'm rid of teenage angst.

cousin, we drifted apart man.

12:03 AM

Sunday, November 27, 2005

advantage of waking up in the afternoon: half your day is gone and you don't have to fret over what to do in order to kill time.

teenage angst gone today. ben and jerry's was superbly superb. today's flavour was some coffee with loads of chocolate chunks in it. really good stuff. makes you happy. (: oh yeah i saw ms loh (the art teacher that we really liked) today. she almost failed me for the piece she assigned us which was the only piece she gave us. it's kind of weird because i keep running into random people nowadays, unlike last time i only ran into the computer. so much for running into random people, i never seem to run into you.

aren't i a weird person? i have two big stupid exams next week and i don't seem to care at all.

a word of boredom for you. ZZZ.

10:42 PM

Saturday, November 26, 2005

FUCK

everything.

dinks and wusses, i'm so FUCKED up. cranky teenage angst just by staying at home. breathing filthy home-ish air. my mum has a FUCKED up schizophrenic personality that i cannot tolerate anymore. i'd like to say, i really love staying at home and looking at your pretty face and absorbing your scoldings/critiques/sarcasm.

DON'T YOU LIKE TO SEE MY FACE TWISTED WITH HELPLESSNESS. ARE YOU HAPPY NOW.

10:59 PM

you're so much of a jerk.

4:30 PM

Friday, November 25, 2005

i saw so many people in one day i couldn't really take it. it was sort of shocking also, because i didn't really expect to see them in real life. FELTAY is envious whooping shocking. what will i do without my ultimate bestestestestest gossip partner? no more chats with her during jap class already. ): nada. zilch. man i will be bored. there's still the almighty omnipresent handphone phew wonderful thang.

didn't really get to play much today. (actually i was planning to drown myself at home with books) played this totally awful match against two big time imbeciles. one was a kiddo half my height, or less, and another was a ditto of a nerdy geeky idiotic geek who shoots like a stupid gay. defence was slack because i was put off by their stupid idiotic attitudes. they reckon they're "im-pro-hey-i-can-thrash-you-two-with-my-pinky-finger" and NO WAY we could easily kick their butts but we didn't because we decided they were worthless. HARHAR. they all suck bad. back court kiddos get a life won't ya. i felt so rash i wanted to flatten the small kiddo into pulp. he was really small and uhm, not agile but pseudo-agile pseudo-pro. revolting.

9:47 PM

this is from wednesday. felicia went to watch the exorcism of emily rose with audrey lim and from that day on, felicia decided to make it a habit to sleep before the demonic hour, 3am because that was what the movie portrayed. the movie is based on a true story so felicia decided to believe it rather than not believe it and risk spotting demons at 3am. no way man.

this is from today. I'M AT HOME and this is no strange fact. in fact, i have a lot of things to do. a lot of stupid things. harhar.

i'm thinking of closing this blog because it no longer serves any purpose except disruption and distraction and i'm no longer interested in blogging.

12:39 PM

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

FELTAY IS BACK. she must have freezed over there. poor taitai.

it's freezing cold right now. the weather's good, albeit the rain. (: i went over to amelia's today for vcd watching. i like my date with a vampire 3 so i could watch it a thousand times without getting sick of it. makes me feel bizarre though, armageddon?! no thanks dude. i'd never want to live to tell the tale.

then we played bball in the light rain but i was drenched anyway. felt a flu coming along but it seems to be gone now. queer isn't it?

amelia is bad she has temporary tattoos that scare people in broad daylight haha.

9:33 PM

Monday, November 21, 2005

i think i'm mad. i'm going cra-zeee over HP (if you know what that means).

yeah but another hell explanation is that i'm hell bored and waiting for someone to squeeze hell out of boredom. i'm being tooooo overly avid i think. i should get better readings.

yesterday i sinned. couldn't help getting ben and jerry's. it was goodness for sanctuary. chocolate fudge - what an unpardonable sin! ice-cream helpings like three times a week?! still, can't kick the habit. (: thoughts of indulgence, should be corrected. thoughts of over-indulgence.

whack my ass, make me a pick-me-up and force me to get up. that's so plain lazy.

5:01 PM

Saturday, November 19, 2005

a terrific day at home could really kill. thank god for the books and the gameboy (kind of took a respite from it).

i suppose i'll commence on homework next week. should i get my 4 dollars worth of ben and jerry's tomorrow? perhaps i should save it for the last.

since there's no co next week (which i realised yesterday- it made me ecstatic), i should gather some fruitful ~~study~~ trips because of the rotting homework. that should be enough to last me a few weeks. then co will also occupy my time soon. the exams need some more extra practice and mugging respectively. the holidays are sure passing fast, aren't they? it's really unlike those previous holidays when i always coop myself at home, refusing to do anything but rot online and wait for something to happen.

coolios. shall get my week(s) jammed pack with activities, even if there's none. shall make things happen and not wait for them to happen.

anyway, i don't give a damn if some hell-of-person from the alumni is having a concert. you can't force me to go and you won't. on christmas? devoting 25th of dec to a lousy concert worthed 15 bucks? no way. stinky. that's the last straw. CO IS SO FORCEFUL. i'm starting to think hey what can co do to me? hold a knife at my throat, blackmailing me? i'll be happier if they kicked me out once and for all. and i'll get to chuck my erhu away, save a lot of time because i don't have co sessions and erhu lessons, save a bomb because i don't have to pay erhu lesson fees and the miscellaneous fees co demands us to pay, never again have to fret for upcoming erhu exams, concerts, and anything related to that. the thought of quitting co is totally overwhelming. i'm promising you that on one fine beautiful day, i'll quit for eternity. maybe i'll consider selling my erhu on Ebay. good idea. this is something to look forward to, at least.

life next year will probably be awkward. in a oh-so-splendid class with a limited number of girls and a whole whopping number of boys. nice, shocking fact.

ahhhhh. what a mundane life. the books at home are running out.

i have to admit i'm bored now; the blog is, in a way, rotting and i'm indifferent about it. even my cousin has unknowingly made drastic changes to herself. totally like the weather. she's losing sanity. and i can see that clearly well.

9:52 PM

Friday, November 18, 2005

i felt so terrible today after waking up with a severe sore throat and some stupid blocked nose. horrid shit.

took a bus down to j8 and it was swarming with tons of people. today's joke. we wanted to catch the 1350 movie and audrey arranged for us to meet at 1340 (but i arrived at 1345 anyway). the seats for that timing were all sold out, so we decided to catch the 3pm one and we were so fantastically fortunate to have gotten the front seats at the front row right in front of the big screen. that's really so once-in-a-lifetime kind of thing.

harry potter and the goblet of fire wasn't really up to my expectations. the book was al-fantastico but, i'm afraid to say that the movie was rather disappointing. loopholes everywhere. some minor characters were excluded. insignificant stuffs that contributed to the not-really-successful movie. (it was quite anticipated though) i still caught it because the book itself just wasn't enough to fulfil my imagination. the props and people in the movie fitted the personas in the book more or less. but i never regretted catching it. seems like a trend, yeah?

I LOVED THAT EXTRA SMALL PINT OF BEN&JERRY'S. (:

7:33 PM

Thursday, November 17, 2005

i'm glad that amelia lives nearby so ending boredom is just a phonecall away.

amelia declares that i'm her best friend so yay. HAHA. she's improving at the speed of light that would wow your eyes. ahhhhh. we saw that imbecile-gay-9 today again. his hair looked really really bad. like a lion's mane totally gone wrong in an explosion. serves him right for his big fat idiotic ego. *spits saliva on you*

MNG smiles the entire day. (:

shooting was entirely off and it got me so annoyed oh man. i'm starting to think bball is no longer my all-time fav thing because i'm plain lousy. crazy shit. maybe i should start to ask my dad about what he told me after commenting that we were super lousy. i shall pester him or else he'll get lazy and ignore me.

now that i know that boredom is lurking around the corner, i should get cracking on holiday homework. i got reminded of that f__ing copying thing which takes real hell to finish it. yucks. thank you dhs what nice homework you all reward us with. almost one month has passed and seriously, i never touched my assignments - not even a speck. and cheers to two exams approaching!

which reminds me, i'm in the same jap class as cindy next year. cindy spells havoc. well done.

9:52 PM

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

if you're aching for a hearty good laugh, go to museum of twits. word of caution: don't go if you're in favour of being a typical bimbotic ah-lian who goes kEkExX.

11:17 PM

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

I'M SICK AND TIRED OF HEARING ALL THESE STUFF. please stop, i beg you, please stop. you're acting like a maniac. i don't recognise you at all.

we're 1st for basketball girls. i felt so disappointed though. a game consisted of 3 people (and we stupidly thought it was five) playing on a half-court (and we thought it was full court) with a game limit of 5 min (and we thought it would at least be 15 min).

WHAT SHIT.

it didn't really feel like a real team during the game. for the past few trainings 5 of us trained together for full courts. we had, what you call, team chemistry. when any of us is not present it'll feel entirely weird. amelia trained super hard with me and in the end she didn't even get to play (because of ________ who kept wanting to intrude into the game) F___!

apart from all these rubbish, girls from other schools participating are basketballers. there were games where we had to face 3 bballers and it isn't fair play please it's stated clearly in the rules eat shit. the bballers charged and pushed and made me so annoyed. i wished i could just slam the ball into their asses and let the referee foul me out i don't care i'm annoyed.

and our great stupid prize was a waterbottle. great.

so much for friendly matches. i'm so enervated now i can't move a muscle.

anyway, after the carnival ended amelia and i went to ps. she had to check her contact lens while i had to get something to munch on. after that we went to the arcade and played this uber cool sweet-snack machine. the one you have to control the thing and try to scoop some goodie up. kinda tests your wit and accuracy? we had multiple goes on it and we won some stuffs anyway. first we got a miniature mickey tumbler then on another try i was so hell lucky i scooped up this bag filled with sweets and amelia and i screamed and shouted jubilantly like crazy freaks. it was so addictive we had to try some more and we did but in the end we got two more tumblers, one's donald duck and the other is jumbo. then we did the dance. goddddddd i'm so noob at it. ):

we decided to play at pcc today. went home and got some food (ice-cream!!!) for amelia. at the court i saw my neighbour. sort of neighbour, he stays levels above me. guess he could recognise me because i once witnessed his parents reprimanding him for playing too much bball rather than studying at the lift lobby. we played some matches. couldn't stand the guys there. screaming freaks. ruined the entire bball atmosphere. smelly stinky smokers that destroy the bball court(and that explains the state of dilapidation there). it was crazy.

my neighbour was quite friendly and nice i guess, and his friend too. compared to those gay screaming freaks, kovan is so much a better place!

though today the so-called "competition" finally ended, bball routines will still go on yeah? (:
back to that gameboy(:

10:31 PM

Monday, November 14, 2005

it felt like a dream.

i'm indeed getting the shudders. waves of panic and uncertainty are overwhelming me. leg feeling a little cramp now. big major headache, my mum claims it's stress. feeling real fatigue and desperate for a good night's sleep.

anyway i slept so late last night that i unintentionally slept in this morning. surprisingly i could hear the jarring of my phone but i couldn't hear the alarm. amelia phoned. i was pretty much dazed and then i realised, i was so damn late. by the time i arrived at the interchange it was already 0930. sorry i made you wait for one stupid hour amelia. ):

guess qian was pretty annoyed with me.

then we just played matches and stuff. we played against some girls from springfield, and that match made me doubtful of myself and perhaps the team? we got fouled so many time by their nonsensical charges but they insisted that we fouled them. f__. i wanted to win so badly. then out of the blue my dad popped out from nowhere and he was watching us play for a while. right. his comment can be summarised in one word.

lousy.

that's why i'm unsure of myself. all the while i had been unsure. i have no penchant for any layups because i'm not confident of myself. not at all.

):

i'll just give my best shot tomorrow. i'll just buck up.

i'll work extremely hard tomorrow.

digress. my dad brought me to the food fest. again because i was supposed to run an errand for my mum. he then sent me home and i showered hurriedly and went off for tuition. on the way i met amelia (LMAO!!!!!) who had just returned from tampines and was wandering around aimlessly. (:

that's a sum-up for the day. i'm getting the jitters!

when you try your best but you don't succeed, when you get what you want but not what you need, when you feel so tired but you can't sleep. stuck in reverse, and the tears come streaming down your face. when you lose something you can't replace, when you love someone but it goes to waste could it be worse?

coldplay understands me so well.

where did it all go wrong?

9:42 PM

Sunday, November 13, 2005

sorry for not updating because life was more or less the same these few days.

11/7 i thought there wasn't going to be bball so i stoned at home and spent most of my time with the gameboy. the gameboy got me all crazy-mad. then amelia phoned and i rushed to kovan cc but ended waiting for her for a relatively long time. ): when she came we finally got to play on the totally empty court. empty courts are nice at dusk and when it's totally cooling. it was mid-afternoon already but it was sweltering hot still. i can't exactly remember the details.

did we have ice-cream? I REALLY CANNOT RECALL man i'm really getting a lil forgetful.

anyway i wasn't INVIGORATED. can't manage to allow those guy idiots to use my NEW bball without my supervision. (oh man, i sound totally like a freaky boss)

the courts were filled soon and i got my bball back (because i think the guys sensed my displeasure haha) so we went over to the back court to play.

IMBECILE-GAY-9 came over and we had 2 on 1 match. he was the 1 and amelia and i, 2. he was so gleeful after thrashing us. hello? he's a G-U-Y and we are inexperienced G-I-R-L-S. amelia was freakingly pissed. i ran 5 rounds and amelia had 15 rounds thanks to that asshole idiot. but anyway my stamina is nono damn. ):

yeah then my parents had me meet them and they brought me to the food fair at singapore expo. i had another food binge, of sorts. aww was contented though, all the real good food there. (:

12/7 woke up a tad too late and was late for co, a little bit according to gay(pun intended) junmin. my mum was being idiotic. "you late my business meh?" because she knew i wanted to borrow money for a taxi ride to school. in the end i took bus, anyway.

ttk was in the house yesterday! it wasn't exactly bad. i quite enjoy it. (because he didn't reproach us for being so ass lousy)

(:

peijean made me run for the bus but i guess it was a blessing in disguise because i met kl, faith and sam there. went home with kl and she made me borrow 2 bucks from her to get pearly soyamilk. sad but (: .

stoned and home with the gameboy in hand again. amelia phoned (did she? cannot recall.) and i dashed down to kovan cc again. that IMBECILE-GAY-9 came again and we totally took him like an invisible ghost.

anyway, the iced milo at macs tasted like orange milo. wonder what they did to it. tasted quite horrid.

a piece of advice i heard from amelia. don't drink iced milo when you're eating mcflurry.

yeah then we headed to the back court but some girls team was having training then so we wandered off, looking for a new court.

there was one nearby. been there before with nat. i didn't enjoy the match we had there. ahhh. double bad experience at that stupid court. ):

eh my mood still affects me when i'm playing bball. i guess it does, for everyone. don't you get frustrated when your shots never get in? won't you get irritated when the ball is never passed to you? actually every game matters to me, but i don't understand why sometimes i feel switched off.

i'm speculating that bball days will be over on 15/7. i don't know.

is it back to old rotting times? YUCK. i'd rather go out and stone.

the end of the world?
Armageddon?
it's a when, not an if.
sure. i'm certainly not looking forward to it.

9:25 PM

Thursday, November 10, 2005

update for today.

we had bball practice at tampines again. everyone was present except wanye and steph came along to play with us. bravo bravo.

qian has this new suitor so guorui can just jolly well watch out haha.

it rained in the afternoon. we played in the heavy rain. it was real chilly and slippery. the feeling of the rain lashing down on you is really good, just right for such a hot day. the guys we played against were hell lame. there was one who looked uncannily like pooh bear. yellow-tee banana pooh. hell funny.

we just played bball for the entire day and we never seem to get tired of it.

sorry for the very boring update because i don't even want to blog about today. it's just another occurences day that has nothing splendid going on.

anyway, i borrowed steph's gameboy with the pokemon cartridge in it and i can't seem to get off that good old addiction. the minute i reached home i flopped onto the couch and played. those days when i was on gameboy frenzy.

the holidays seem boring again. i should just get back to the gameboy.

10:45 PM

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

cheers to my bad haircut.

9:12 PM

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

yesterday audrey, amelia and i caught corspe bride at ps (yeah old show and we're so backward) and okkkk sorry it was entirely my fault because i insisted that just like heaven came out on the 3rd which apparently is not. anyway i didn't like the movie and it made me so bored plus the cinema had quite few people it was quite spooky.

and i didn't watch the strings on my purse. i let them loose quite unknowingly and now i'm left with zilch for the week.

i realise i'm such a noob at arcade games. actually i'm noob at computer games and these kind of stupid entertainment stuff. they're a practical waste of money. you pay one fat buck and play one short and insatiable game and then, game over they just bid you farewell. they made a one buck profit and you lose one buck. i'm never going to fall for arcade games again. no way.

audrey i don't like your w500i it's not nice.

today we had practice at the court near qian's house.

oh man i feel so cheated because i'm such a git. there's a straight bus that goes from hougang to qian's neighbourhood and on the last few trips i was stupidly foolish to not have noticed that fact. until today. today was still alright. i lost touch. unnatural shots that made me feel darn uncomfortable. time for polishing. it's in, one week's time!

i was so annoyed today because i got fouled so many times when i intercepted the ball. i was so annoyed today because i was reluctantly at loggerheads with someone over some trivial matter. i'm so annoyed.

anyway, amelia will owe me a big ice cream tomorrow because the early bird gets the worm.

second thoughts about the team. i don't know.

11:36 PM

Monday, November 07, 2005

i'm so annoyed. i don't like to be ruled and be some pushover.

facts straight. it's all for your welfare. and not mine. never mine. there's zilch sympathy in you. everything's adjusted to your favour and you're still unhappy about it. i hate to feign that i'm really happy doing your bidding. i never liked to be something cushiony to trample on. it's not that the spotlight doesn't shine over you- it shines on you every now and then. is it just me? i hate it that things are always this way. i'd never like getting teased about things that i don't like. life is so overrated. why is it that i feel unnatural talking to you? people don't take me in their stride. maybe i'm just invisible to them. sometimes i'd prefer keeping things to myself. i don't like it, i don't like the way things are.

am i just imagining things?

9:22 PM

Sunday, November 06, 2005

Ooh, i didn't quite realise that there actually is homework. I don't really bother, because of the 2 solid months of holiday (and apparently one week is gone, just like that).

Just like that.

Today was lazy, again. I started reading Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire again because the movie is out on the 17th and I want to refresh the content to follow the movie closely. I guess I would definitely be catching this movie and I must make myself go on a one-movie-per-week thing to not allow myself to rot at home (that will also -covers nose- stink up the place). Loads of goooood movies are on their way yeah? Make sure that I catch them all and have my piece of fun (and I mean REAL fun) before school reopens...in about, 8 weeks or so? (: And again. 3G.

Hmm, 9 days to bball comp?!

Jaw-dropping man.

I made some stuffs for the team and Audrey. Am planning to get some more stuffs for them. Maybe because I was just bored or I just felt like doing something to show my appreciation.

And maybe, to commemorate the two-year friendship we shared? Friendship can't be measured in years, I suppose. haha.

Typing like that makes me frustrated. It seems too formal. I'll change for the next entry.

12:22 AM

Saturday, November 05, 2005

i've got bball pracs, movie and binge trips, haircut trip, and mundane hectic co to accomodate next week. which reminds me, i don't have 48 hours a day. felicia doesn't own 48/7 and nobody does, anyway.

but it still beats rotting alone at home. i'd rather stone outside with the cool and free crisp of aircon in shopping malls. (but ironically i don't shop hahaha)

should i have self-practice tomorrow(which is technically later)?

after a trip to jurong east with my family today, i finally got my hands on a brand new pump for only merely $2 (and i got my dad to sponsor me anyway yay). it's a hand pump which, again, requires your hand and patience. however this time it took a few pumps to get the bball all bouncy and thank god, thank new pump for being ab-effective. plus it's cheap, so yay. i told a blatant lie to my dad saying that we never once had a pump, as far as i could remember. and he raised his brow and said i must have thrown it somewhere after finding it useless. i smiled sheepishly but FACT THAT IT'S STOLEN BY SOME STUPID UNKNOWN THIEF IN 1A 2004. some idiot.

when i got home i finally resolved to pack my crazy-messy room. well done.

12:46 AM

Friday, November 04, 2005

eh i guess streaming results aren't very hell-like afterall. hmmm yeah so class for sec3 will be 3G with qian and aud and (some people that aren't very likeable) and (people i don't really know). but overall, good because of qian and aud! WELL DONE.

and i was totally WOAH when i received the news that i'm in the same class as them. what a fortunate blessing in disguise. (:

audrey and i caught sky high at plaza sing today and i'd thought i say IT'S SO DARN GOOD it's your bad if you missed it.

one thing bad about ps is that there's too much good food there and it makes you salivate, especially when you're penniless. and i mean, really penniless. aud and i made pacts to return on the next movie trip with a wallet full of money and we're going to food binge like mad.

5:19 PM

Thursday, November 03, 2005

i'm not sure of myself. i'm ashamed to say that i'm doubtful of the weird strangers around me.

if i say i'm washing my hands off, i'm a bad liar.

fact is i don't feel the world revolving anymore.

you cut the string and that's the end.

and it was hell excruciating. for me.

11:08 PM

today must have been the most STONY day ever.
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yesterday was rather terrible, anyway.

i'm becoming the glue that sticks to the computer again. new skin coming soon though because i have nothing good at all to do except to revamp my blog. brushing up photoshop skills and surfing aimlessly around the web.

my mum's sketching up plans to embark on a holiday. she says, DESTRESS. she's getting darn excited about it. i'm excited when she says, time to get a digicam then. and i beam with utter delight.

it spells disaster when my mum remains at home, thanks to the wonderful two public holidays in the week. it feels like i'm grounded at home because i feel guilty when i run off suddenly, telling her that i'm going to play bball again. hell so today there wasn't even a slightest enjoyable thing.

and i just remembered i have holiday homework. YUCK.
combi results are out tomorrow!! HELL!

maybe it's a fortunate thing that there's such a thing called CCA, which leads to CO. fortunately? because at least i won't get to rot at home, again.

does that conclude my uninteresting day.

9:33 PM

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

so let's assume we improved. (actually in my opinion we did, in a way that we became faster and un-stone.)

WELL DONE. amelia improved by leaping bounds. and i'm so jealous.

8:55 PM

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Felicia studied in Dunman High School, loves elmo, is a major drama addict and is a cake lover. She has quit coffee even though she loves it.